I am a 72 year-old great-grandmother! Wait! Don't leave me! I LOVE your honesty and felt a deep sense of sadness when I read your story. Unfortunately, you're not alone. I just wrote about it myself if you care to read it and would love your thoughts! Hang in there! https://surrenderedlove.blog/2021/02/04/jesus-is-the-answer-wait-what-was-the-question-again/?fbclid=IwAR2aqY-wwpMSSsQstZ6GJxtLG8OuM5AE5HKBC9-SPXS7x-KjBkFMwzbe7TQ